My mood

My mood today is cloudy with a chance of menstruation so I'm feeling edgy. The boyz are fighting over legos (which we have hundreds) and primero had a major meltdown about his brother being the cause of all ills. Luckily, we have friends coming at 11 for a whole day of playdate/soup and games night.

Lucas did admit he isn't following his hearts desires and somtimes feels bored. This is when his brother is the hardest to tolerate. So much for my idealic images of my homebirthed, breastfed, and luved up peanuts just having a grand relationship because of our family's choices. However, I know how he feels, sometimes I am a crank because I have lost sight of or have little time to attend to my desires.

As for my flowey life, I am working on it. I envision myself eventually doing workshops and groups. I will try to find a position where I can lead groups and do a few inividual sessions as well. We'll see how it goes.

And our new baby, our co-created book, Nate and I keep having more ideas and we have come up with a projected chapter outline. Looks like this so far:

Regrets
Money
Body
Love
Time
Kindness
Home

Did I say it will be a book on homeschooling? More personal stories and less directive than many, it will be our blog in a book. If anything, we are gonna have a blast writing it.